People seriously just need to stop asking me about college. I hate repeating myself over like 10 times and hearing the same damn questions. Ask me when I’m done, but for now leave me the fuck alone. I have enough crap to deal with on my plate, not that I’m the only one, but it’s so annoying when you are asked the same questions over and over again. The college process is such a bitch and so stressing. I don’t want to get angry at people for a reason like this, so just don’t mention shit to me relating to college please, unless you need help, I’ll help you to the best of my ability.
Hey Dad, so it’s been two years since you left. I still miss you a lot. There’s times when I think back of memories and it starts to upset me because I realized that I didn’t spend as much time with you as I could have and now I don’t even have that chance anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I’m depressed or if I’m just still grieving, which is pretty long. Even Dr. Wong says you only grieve for a certain amount of time and then it’s time to move on. I’m pretty sure I’m not depressed or grieving, but I guess I just get upset from time to time. I know I shouldn’t anymore, but it still upsets me. Things are so different. At times I still find it weird because the house is so quiet, so different from the way it used to be. I hope you liked to flowers I brought you last time I went to visit you and I’m glad you met them three. They’ve been there for me a lot since you’ve been gone and there were a few others who were really there too. I’ve pretty much said what I had to tell you and update you on when I went to visit last time, so yeah. We love you and miss you very dearly.
- (via psych-facts)